On the way to a gold there are many ups and downs. I'd venture to say that there are more downs. More struggles. More moments of inadequacy than there are it's counterpart moment.
Today was one of those. What I say at the end of the video says it all.
I've struggled with the high jump for years. Some days I get it. Most days I don't.
But I go on. The alternative option isn't one I'm willing to entertain.